SOOO MADDD!!!

Last night had to be one of the worst nights of volleyball I have ever played!!! Not only am I pissed about my individual effort, my teams play SUCKED as well.

Here is the thing. I'm in this league where there is 40 teams and this season we've basically have been around the low 30's rank. The first time I played with this team we played really well, then I slowly started to find out why they needed me to play to begin with. No one consistently shows up!! There's no chemistry since it's a different line up every week, there's at least a different setter each week so that fucks everything up as well. Our biggest hitter refuses to hit middle and these fuckers won't even let me set nor do they set me! Seriously, how do you expect me to hit when you set me offside about 4 times a game and you switch me to power and give me the same amount of sets!! If you don't want to let me hit, let me set, if not make me a libero. It's just a gong show to tell you the truth! The worst part about it is that we're a good team!

The one thing that really pissed me off last night was this one team. You could tell they didn't belong in the low 30's, they just magically dropped all the way down to us and they were there to show that they didn't belong there. They fucking killed everyone in that gym. Gave everyone a good beat down. The thing with good teams is that when they know they aren't setting you or hiding you, they know they can pick on you and thats what they did the WHOLE FUCKING NIGHT! Pick on me. There only has been a few instances where this has happened and when it does it totally throws me off my game. Either way lesson learned. At least I got one positive thing out of last night, I realized that I'm still not back to the level I know how to play at so thats one thing to keep working on. When I do and see that team again, watch out, I'm going to try my hardest to hit everyone of you guys in the fuckin face! As my boyz and I call it....MOUT!