OLD GUY...

I got to get this out of the way. It's been bugging me. A lot of people these days have been calling me "OLD" because I seem up tight and just don't want to party it up and live it up and basically do things on a whim like I used to. I got a newsflash for everyone...it's called GROWING UP!

Yes I don't party like I used to because:

1. Drinking like that again will kill me (it's already caused me problems)
2. My money can be best used somewhere else
3. I got nothing to prove.

I'm not a friggin lost kid anymore trying to find his niche in the world. I'm not. I know who I am and basically I can't be coerced into doing things anymore just for the sake of "doing it". I'm sorry, I'm not being a bitch or anything but don't some people realize that there are other shit going on in other peoples lives? Can't they just respect that? I've also realized that I am a loner in reality.

Anyway if making decisions for myself, keeping myself happy and basically living my own life how I want to makes me an old man, then happy fuckin 90th birthday to me!